Beautiful Disaster.

todayy is the NINETEENTH!
which means...

last day of school! okay not really last day of school but last day of lessons. but last day of school for me cos im not going obs(: im sad cos im missing out all the fun but happy cos im having FIVE weeks of hols! WHEE.

this week was totally HORRID. like really horrid. all i did on mon tues and wed was study. and what was the outcome? i think im gonna fail geog mock test as well as physics SPA. ss was okay i guess. but whoa i was uber nervous on thurs becos of physics spa and when i saw the qn paper, i was terriified to see such a COMPLICATED diagram. and then i started doing everything wrongly and totaly screwed up the whole thing. luckily this guy came to help me but but i think u get pinalised if u take help from teachers so OH GOSH. my value for acceleration of free fall was way out of point. sigh im gonna fail so badly. fortunately we're gonna have another one soon so i must do rreally well for that one cos its for o-levels. how come i seem to do normal for regular class pracs but i always mess it up when it comes to assessments? SO UNFAIR.

okay but then the worst was yet to come : geog mock test. it was really really hard to practically memorise all the features of SIX big fat climates ( why cant we just have one universal climate for the whole world cos it'll be so much easier for us geog students), characteristics of FIVE types of forests, a whole lot on deforestation and the amazon basin. and dont even mention map reading to me cos i didnt know how to do more than half of the map reading questions. so yeah basically geog and physics were disasters. especially the question on finding the gradient. its so much easier to find gradients in math.

anyways no use crying over spilt milk. i still havent decided where to go for sabbaticals yet. its so difficult to make up my mind cos there're so many places to go.but probably penang or india.

okay, off to dinner!

oh btw, HAPPY BIRTHDAY RACHEL YANG! i PROMISE to get smth for u asap yeah?

jumanah was here with you at 9:06 PM .

i realise that i update quite often nowadays. okay maybe once in 2 weeks? and i have stopped talking abt closing my blog. cos when i get old, i can come back and review all my posts! okay maybe my blog will be non-existent by then. or who knows, the whole blogging thing may seem ancient.

wow it's the last week of school for me but the most tedious one too. cos there's ss test, PHYSICS SPA and geog mock test. and ss test is tmr but i havent even touched my book. oh well that is so like me. and i cant get all those stuff bout climates into my head. all i have learnt after studying 4 hours of geog is that warm temperate eastern margin has hot wet summrs and cool dry winters I THINK. how cool is that?

i want that top that i saw in john little rite now rite now.

the symphony orchestra concert wasnt as bad as the one last year, but it was bad still. but after the interval mansi and i started talking abt something exciting and we totally forgot that we were actually in a concert. it was jiaen and sammy who kept kicking our chairs and asking us to shush.

okay its 6.30pm and i shud be starting on ss. tata. btw, i like short posts. they're cute(: okay that didnt make sense.

jumanah was here with you at 6:10 PM .

i have been waiting soo long for the da vinci code movie to be released and now i find out that it's rated NC16. its so frustrating okay. i have to wait all the way for the dvd to come out which will prolly be coming out in 2 or 3 months time? BIG SIGH. maybe i'll just sneak into the movie theatres. after all i DO look like 16(: i guess thats the only good thing about looking older than your age.

for once, yesterday's physics test turned out to be pretty good. i hope i do well so that i can at least pass physics for ca2. oh well. i did better than expected for chem so YAY. so i guess this week aint too bad plus we have holiday on friday! sweet joy. actually today was a holiday too becaouse of the general elections but it totally didnt feel like one. i mean i'd rather go to school than wake up 7.30am in the morning to go to jurong east library and shelve books for a whole five hours. sigh it got so unbearable at the end that i felt like dumping all the books in some empty shelf and just pretend that i was done. but of course an obedient person like me did no such thing. okay fine stop rolling your eyes.

hopefully i get to finish those 100 hours of cip asap cos its really getting onto my nerves. i dont even have the energy to study for math test which is scheduled tomorrow. and did i mention that physics o-level spa is NEXT WEEK? oh crap.

i better start revising math or else i'll be in for it tmr. groans.

It'll happen if it's meant to be.

jumanah was here with you at 5:02 PM .